Dear God,
Two years after my wedding vows.
Year 2009. The year started with me losing my job. It was a sign of relief somehow, of a very high pressured working environment I had with a global company. Two weeks after my cessation of working contract, I felt that I am now into a period of professional bumming. I sleep without any time to follow, cook for our daily meals as my main daily task and think and wander for the rest of the days…
Job hunting has been very hard these days as companies after companies freeze hire as the mildest attack to persistent global crisis, while recessions are more rampant side by side. So I am now left with the things I don’t know in the first place how to start with.
Lord, I want a job for sure as I want to contribute to our target life savings. But I honestly accept this period of waiting in my life, more than ever, if this means a great time preparing for my next baby Lord.
Lord, I have not known yet what your plans for me. And I am honestly anxious about it. As my visa is coming for expiration some months from now, please LORD, I dont know how to act on it.
Father, please just be my GOD and my MASTER. Please give me a hearing ear to hear your voice and listen to your very heart.
I don’t know what to do now. I am impatient and worrisome.
Teach me how to be still… and know that YOU are my GOD.
