Blissfully married for four years now, I have learned that love is of a commitment and not of a feeling of that frenzy happiness that you wish not to end.
We have been waiting for the day that the Lord will soon bless us with His very Gift to our union, a child. Somebody told me that some people waited for ten years before the baby comes in. We are now into four. And it is not an easy pain to feel the weight every single day, that you fall into your knees, your thoughts to God, with a feverish pain of waiting. Asking. Longing. Crying. Pleading. “LORD, please give us the gift we have been waiting and dreaming of.”
I am not sure how long shall I wait. But I feel so weak and discouraged thinking about it. People may not see that I am hurting inside already. And my husband too. I just hope the baby can come soon so we can start a new chapter of our lives, as being parents and feel the blissful life a baby could bring.
Lord, shorten the time Lord of our waiting. Please give me one child. Only one.
Thank you.
